About Ready To Throw In The Towel

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The last few weeks have been really hard. Ever since my D basketball season ended have had very limited contact with W. W is so emotionally gone. When ever we are around one another with other people she doesn't even hardly ackknowledge I am there. I try to initiate some sort of conversation but she will just start talking with somebody else. Not sure what to do anymore. It almost as if I was dead.

This weekend I was invited to my nieces birthday party by my W brother and sil. This will be the first family function that we have been together in 7 months. I am not really sure how I should interact with her. Do I somewhat ignore her, or just carry on like we are still married? Even though technically we are. (No papers filed yet)This will be an awkward day I sure for both of us. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
Even though I don't want divorce there are days that I just want to give up.