Struggling with Hope

[ericmsant2]

All -

I am now listening to my L. W could not get a restraining order since she herself has said that I did not touch her.

I have instructed my L to file for a LS.
I told W today so that she was aware. She said I thought you said that you would not file for a divorce. I said yes I did say I would not file for a divorce and I am not. I am filing for a legal separation. I told her that as I promised I would pay down as much of the debt as possible, which is what I did. She pointed out that I paid more of my debt then hers. I reminded her that most of it is in my name and that earlier in the year i had already paid off 2 of her cards.

I asked her if she wanted to work on this and she said no. That she is done and she tried.

I too am done. I do love her but the fact that she is with someone else, wants to come and play nice W was just a little too much for me. Everything that she has done has been for her - now I really need to do for me. I am trying to do this as nice as possible and hope that it does not get ugly.