so....how do i deal with the physical touch from my W? I try the "stop" signs and all that other crap to change the "movie" in my mind, but when she touches me i almost instantly wonder if she touched OM like this....and that is all the snowball needs to start rolling down the hill.
she seems to want to reconcile, but never tells me. it is really causing havoc in my head....do i detach and see if she comes to me? sadly there is a part of me that is afraid that if i detach she will think i am ignoring or don't care if we move forward.
how lame am i....W cheats on me and i am still afraid of losing her...
M-37 W-36 S-11, S-9, D-4 PA exposed 3/13/10 10/19/10 moving on... most up to date sit
