Ok just venting...help me count to 10.

It's almost 10pm here and H is still not home. It's been 6 hours since he got out of work. I'm sick to my stomach with how far he's pushed.

My best friend said...just be the praying mantis and lie and wait for the kill (to get proof of his affair)

Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it. I feel so bad. I know I have to be patient but God please I need a break.

Luv

M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10