W sent me an email following up on the points of our earlier conversation.
Touched on how it is a huge step for her and she's not taking it lightly. That she needs God's guidance and doesn't think she can ask for it without committing fully to Him. And that I shouldn't be there if I'm judging her.
I wrote up an email in response which kind of told her off, but I didn't send it. Instead I just said "we need to talk, because I don't think you know my real feelings on this". So she is going to come over later on.
My big beef is the obvious hypocrisy, but then I thought to myself, "All things are possible with God, so if this is just another baby step for her in coming to know Him, maybe I should be glad. Maybe the significance of the event will sink in with her. Maybe this is just one more incremental move toward actually being open to what God has to say about marriage."
I plan on going, and I don't care if the OM is there. I'm pretty sure God is OK with ME being there. I would enjoy making the OM uncomfortable on Easter.
Despite my reservations, I think I'll just be there to pray for her. If God is working little step by little step, as part of my plan I promised to stay out of His way. No more preaching from me.
WAW Using God Me-43 W-40 M-14 S-11 S-9 D-7 EABomb 5/09 Separated 12/09