Thank you kissak, Jack & SA. Your opinions and encouragement keeps me going.

The latest? WH calls me and asks "Did you get my e-mail?" I played dumb and asked "Which one" (we exchanged business related emails today). He said "you know what I wrote about myself" I replied "Yes I did". So obviously he was expecting an answer.

His e-mail to me:

In my heart I know who I am. I found out that if one wants others to forgive him, first, he needs to be able to forgive himself. I have been trying to do that over the past several months... it’s not easy. I am simply telling you that for me to be able to go on, personally and in business, I have to rebuild confidence in myself.

I may not deserve your trust. I may not deserve your help and I am not asking for your help. I know how difficult is for you. I have to deal with your distrust in me on my own. And only time can repair that.

Please know that I don’t lie to you now and I will not in the future. I have never cheated in business and I never will. I don’t believe what happened last year, changes me — after all of the past years — from who I was into a liar and a cheater forever. If I believed that I may as well pack up...



What If I reply:

Deep in my heart I also feel that the man I loved and respected all my life is still in there. There is nothing that would make me happier then to be able to trust you again. It's good to hear that you will never lie to me again. I believe that trust could be earned back. By actions not by words.

Opinion anyone?

Last edited by Mila; 03/23/10 10:48 PM.
M53 H54 D17
M33Y T38Y
Bomb OW 09/09
OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10
WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10
Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO