Another roll in the hay scheduled for noon tomorrow. I feel like I'm the OM. We have to keep sneaking around. I'm not letting my emotions get the best of me, but I can't help to think all the sex lately has to mean something to her. I know live in the moment. Don't try to read her mind. Better with me than someone else.
marriedCrazy, I hear ya. Tread carefully. Believe me I am.
Maybe I should tell her no this time. Really make her want it, although it seams she wants it all the time. She even made the comment she doesn't know why she is so horny lately. Gucci, what do you think?
This whole stich is playing out exactly the same as last year. Same time frame, time of year, sex all the time, people involved.....Come to think of it nearly every year I've known her we have some problem that pops up starting in the winter and ending in late spring early summer. We live in Minnesota, possible winter depression?
W texted yesterday after the D paper conversation, she said she would stop bothering me (in reference to all the communication lately). I told her "SHE doesn't bother ME". In my mind I was referring to the sitch and the D she wants bothering me, but I left that up to her to figure out. She has said this before when she first told me about filing for D. She said then all communication should go through lawyers. Both times it lasted less than an hour. The last time she sent a text saying she will always love me and care for me.
Am I making it too easy for her? I'm still following all the no contact rules. I'm doing everything to stay mysterious, cool, confident....
It doesn't feel like she is pursuing me. Maybe I can't see it though. What do you guys think?
I expect D papers by Friday according to what she told me. She also said that last week and nothing happened. I'm hoping because I told her to have me served it may make her rethink things. I'm not worried about getting them, just curious if she will go though it.
