tHANKS EVERYONE!!! Fm, I am definitely going to look up Naranon - I need some more info to know what I a m dealing with and how.
I am trying so hard to change my thoughts - from "doing all I can to get my M back on track" to "I'm not responsible for the entire R and H needs to look hard at his pill taking whatever it is and his basic way of avoiding Rs."
Crying a lot, trying to be strong. Grieving I guess. Keep me on track people I'm going to want to go back to him when and if he starts coming my way...
