Haven't been on in awhile. Was (still am) fighting a cold, and spent a number of days basically sleeping. So yeah, normal stuff, behind on work, etc. Taking next week off, so I have the boys on their spring break.
W has found an apartment. She's moving next week. Meaning, I'm moving back into the house. She's finding this very difficult, she's pretty overwhelmed. So am I. I don't know, every time something changes, bringing us one step closer to the end, I go back to that place, that roller coaster. I'm really questioning how I'm going to be an effective single parent, effective at my job, keep the house maintained, all that.
The settlement is that she has them during the day, I'll be home by 6:00 to have them at night. That's good, sure, but now I'm facing doing this alone, it just seems overwhelming. I know intellectually I can do it. And I know the mundane "I'll adjust" is a legitimate response.
And yeah, this is really the end of my family as I know it.
Anyway, back to work. Hey, I'll have regular internet access at home soon, once I move back in.
