She must be seeing a lawyer...what now?

[Awoken]

I think that during the last four weeks, and my wife and I have only had one conversation. I don't think we've even spoken a hello to each other in the past two weeks. Even the emails and text messages over bills and kids schedules have dwindled to the bare minimum.

At times my anger has faded, and I find myself missing her a lot. But then I think about the past 16 years, and the damage of the past four+ months.

Where are we right now? Almost two weeks ago, My lawyer and I submitted a proposal for D settlement. We have yet to hear back from my wife's lawyer. My wife hasn't said anything about it. Nonetheless, I have not reason to think she is having second thoughts. As far as I can tell, my actions over the past four months have confirmed her reasons for wanting a divorce, or she was already set on a divorce anyway. Other than living in the same house, we basically feel divorced already.

Next week, I'm performing out of town for three days, then my wife takes the kids across country to visit her family for spring break. They will be gone for seven days. It will be my first true taste of what my future is gonna be like.