4luv- while you are wasting time and energy on this man.
You could be moving on to a new man. One who knows how to respect a woman and treats you well.

Please reread what oyu first posted and pretend you are reading a strangers words...

M38, H37
S3, S7
Together 15 yrs
Married 8 yrs
Bomb July 2008
Inhouse separation
"I hate you" "We are over" (too many times to count)
Reconciled Sept 2009 (still worth it)