Her heart has already left

[AmyBel]

She has always been trustworthy, kind, loyal (to a fault), responsible, loving, giving (to a fault), focussed on building family connections (we've got the inlaws together as friends now), dedicated to me, supportive (and fun, adventuresome, witty...)

She is an ALIEN at the moment! And she gets REALLY PISSED when I tell her she's being an alien.

Last night she asked if we could start the trial separation/trial relationship phase now since I'm spending so much time at my internship 6 hours from home.

I get that the goal orientation and obsession are due to dopamine and norepinephrine. (did more reading)

I despair of the "inlovepoisoning" wearing off. She's clearly feeding it, even if she isn't contacting the OW. She didn't give our relationship much time (three months of being willing to talk about the R as a possibility). And now she is saying she's said everything and more talking is just more hurting and why not just move to trial sep now, it would be logistically easier and we are just wasting our time talking.

This is script! I can't believe I'm in a cliche!

This is so hurtful.