i finally took the pictures of my H off my desk at work, and i'm down to only 2 or 3 pictures of him up at my place. considered leaving my rings at home the last day or two but not quite ready to take them off yet. as far as i know, my H still wears his. at least when i see him he has it on.

i'm losing hope that i can bust this...i know i will be fine no matter what, but the daily cycle of emotions that i go through is really wearing me out. i'm kind of tired of feeling this way. it's exhausting to go from being filled with optimism and hope to feeling like your life is over in a span of 5 minutes.

Me30 H29
M2.5 T5
H moved out 1/23/2010
H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010
...feeling hopeless