Invinceable

[mishka422]

Ok, so reading back over several pages of my posts and GOOD GOD!!! How do you people tolerate me for a second? There's never anything good. I think I've forgotten what good is. There are just too many bad things surrounding me and it makes me wonder WTH I did to deserve it. Then again, what have I done not to?

Ahhh....there's the question. Hmmm....I'll have to think on that one a bit.

Mom is being released from the hospital today. I've been on the phone with the social worker this morning arranging accommodations for home. They will provide her a rolling walker. There is that at least. I've been calling medical supply houses around the area to try to find a used transport chair that I can get her. I found some online through a clearing house for a good price but I need it.....TODAY. Can't do that on the internet. I just keep telling myself....one step at a time. Stop thinking big picture...it's overwhelming and stressed me to the max.

Last night I walked 4.5 miles in my living room. It took me an hour and 20 minutes. Of course, that is in rhythm to the Walk it Out music on the Wii. I'm becoming obsessed with it I think because I just walked for another hour today and did 3.5 miles. It's fun and a great workout without being super high impact or massive amounts of sweat so I don't have to make sure I have shower time afterward. A quick once over and I can still go the rest of the day. SWEET! I save the elliptical for high sweat times.

C this afternoon regardless of what time they say they are releasing mom. It's not that long or that far away from the hospital so they can just wait. I need this badly!