Moving on with my life #2

[Startingover2]

I am thinking I am feeling a bit too much again. Its a tough week with baby's birthday and all that goes with that. I was actually just thinking once her bday is over I can go back to normal. Put some more distance there again. Not be horrible, but just some more distance.

I am exh's new best friend! He calls and texts constantly and spent over 2 hours here yesterday. Actually it was helpful as I had 2 different people here looking at things at my house and he was playing with baby so I could talk with them.

He asked one time if I have heard from MGF...Nope. Then were were sorta joking around about something and I said 'so is your goal exh to sleep with all the women in the community?' He became rather offended. I said it was what it seemed like and it wasn't meant to be a compliment. Yes, there were converstations that got too personal and those need to stop. They weren't conversations about he and I and an R, but mostly him joking with me about stuff and me making comments back. We do that anyway. I guess its our way of flirting. Most of the time the things that are said are not hurtful, just teasing. One funny thing, is baby was on his back and we were coming in the house. I saw a wasp in the crack between the screen and the window. I feraked out and slammed his head in betweeen the window and the wall. Didn't mean to, but it was hysterical. We laughed.

Have to admit...its tough. Right now, its role playing the family I wanted to have. Hes playing handyman around here and fixing all that needs to be fixed. Being normal. Being a dad (for now) and joking with me. He even gives me compliments about being a good mom. He could never do that before.

While all of that seems nice, I know exh..I know he is an addict and addicts are full of motives.