How do I act?

[Surviving03]

I dont know... we will see, Im just not the type of person to go do something like that alone. We have our first C appt today...so we will see how that goes, I dont have high expectations. Its been really weird... my H is not really ready for me to leave, but he is further from being ready to work on this M... when i listened to him explain to me out of his own mouth why he felt like this M wasnt working, i felt like i was talking to a child... i feel like he is years before being able to really understand what M is all about and what it takes to make it work, or even understand love for that matter. So its difficult... we will see