day 4, he came over in the morning for a little bit before he had to go to work. i have 2 weeks left of first 6weeks of maternity leave. have to decide whether i'm going back to work or waiting until the beginning of the next school.

i'm tore big time. i miss my students have a certain guilt of not being with them till the end and during big state testing, but look at my lil boy and don't want to leave him.


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline