OK so here is the latest thing rocking my world...
Next week my H will be going on a business trip. The first one since piecing. He will be gone Sunday-Friday (traveling on Good Friday... )
Having a hard time with it. I believe it is truly over with OW. I don't think there will be anything going on. But, I don't feel ready for this. Last time he did one of these was in Sept. and they had a rendevous. Same city too.
So... do I talk about it? Leave it? Act as if?
He knows it is hard for me. When he first told me I couldn't hide my reaction. He has been reassuring.
I find a part of me shutting him out right now... ever since he told me he has to do this trip. I think it is self protection. I know that's not good, but I don't know what else to do.
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