I still ask those questions on a daily basis if not a couple of times a day. Sometimes I wish I knew the answers and others I don't.
As the cylces progress I look back over the last 7 months and can clearly see the signs that I missed. That makes me even more mad, not only at myself but at my W for her behavior.
Do I love my W, yes. Do I want her back in my life, I don't know anymore.
M 33 | W 34 | Kids: S4, S3 M: 5/28/05 Bomb: 8/22/09 EA: 8/1/09 | PA 12/26/09 W L: 10/21/09 M L: 11/16/09 | 12/09 to file SA W & Boys Move Out: 3/14/10
