flowmom | need to commit to myself

[flowmom]

Well as H took the kids away to his place tonight, we were waiting for the elevator and there was an awkward silence. Then he said, "about talking about finances...I didn't want to talk about overarching finances. I just wanted to talk about whether you have enough childcare time to do the work that you need to do [pretty sure he meant relative to the demands of my contracts] and want to do". It actually came off as respectful and attempting to reassure me that he is not trying to push forward with big financial decision-making.