Help! I've been struggling for 2 years and don't

[Eunicetiger]

Yea I waited an hour for both b4 I responded. I didn't give her an explanation why it took an hour. Just answered her questions. Wasn't rude but wasn't cheery either. I'll try to b a little bit more positive next time she sends me a txt. I'm gonna see her tomorrow for first time in 1.5 weeks so I'm praying I will handle myself ok. I think I will. This week of being in the dark has really helped me. I won't try to hug or anything like that. Just gonna b positive and upbeat and myself without being pushy but keeping my distance. I'm looking forward to doing the right thing tomorrow and for the first time in a while not as worried about her reaction to me. I'm more concerned about my attitude and actions for once. Feels pretty good.