flowmom | need to commit to myself

[flowmom]

Flow how was your night.

It was great to see my sister. She's been a rock for me. I can cry with her and we can laugh at life's pathos at the same time. The spring equinox ceremony was a bit depressing, but the drumming was good. Just not quite the right thing. But it was an experiment so I'm proud of that. I actually felt so nervous beforehand that I had to give myself a serious talking-to to calm down. Social anxiety seems to be coming up for me a lot right now.