She's been sick and out of town. I'm willing to be patient, but not for much longer. I just want to rip the bandaid off and be done with it, I can't keep dragging out the separation. And she's not really contacting me daily, just texting me to let me know when she'll be in the house so I don't have to be there. It'll end soon.
I still don't know about the divorce. I don't want to rush into anything I'll regret, but I know EXACTLY what you mean about the supercharged emotions. Every smile, every hug, every "call me if you need to talk" feels like something more. Trying to keep my emotions in check as much as possible, but more than anything I've just come to realize that there's more fish in the sea, and there will be a woman who I can again love and trust, sooner or later.
I have gone on a couple other threads. Most advice I've given was something like, "Listen to Greek, I wish I'd been on this site earlier," or "Listen to Coach, he is wise." Other than that I've just offered advice on healing.
