I saw you on the newcomers forum, but never really had a chance to follow your sitch. It looks like it followed a timeline similiar to mine. It is good to meet you here.
I looked at your posts and a few others today and will admit that it is somewhat sobering. I feel like our Ms has lost something that will never be retrieved. I don't want to say innocence, but something like that. Anyway, I said sobering; not discouraging. So, like you and everyone else here, I will take it one day at a time.