LBS means left behind spouse not Left Behind Storage Facility.
Perhaps she needs to figure out why she needs to contact you daily!!!!
If you want to divorce. File. If you want to heal then take your time and let her file. You are in no position to start any new relationships.
And believe me. With your feelings so super charged you will think a smile from some one means they love you. We have all been there. Go out on a date with someone and you are thinking that you want to spend the rest of your life with them. These are items you need to work through. Love is a choice. It is shown by actions.
If I was you I would stay here still. The roller-coaster is in effect. But each hill gets shorter. You need to work on creating scars out of your wounds. Heal. And keep to the high road.
I would really recommend that you take some time to help some others on this site. It will help you understand what your experiencing. And it will help you heal.
I have no doubt that you will heal. You will survive and thrive.
When I read your very first post I knew that. As did others. So we were drawn to you.
In time your advice to others will be greatly appreciated for you have knowledge , grace and wisdom.
Take care.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!