'' I had an awakening this morning"

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My SIL (W brothers wife) invited me to nieces b day party this weekend. I get anxious thinking about I have to be in same space as W. But I will be strong. Not really sure what I will have to say to W. I am not there for W but for my niece. My SIL says W is just going through MLC. The last few weeks has been tough for me emotionally. I pass my W on road just about every morning going to work. She does wave to me. I did txt her the other day happy birthday of which she replied back thanks.Just hoping that by going dark W will begin to miss me. I also think by going dark I will help myself. Just feel that my W acts towards me like I don't even exist. I am just ramblig and wanted to vent.