She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

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robx absolutely no on every question. like i said before I have my flaws, but I know I'm not all things my says i am now. I'm proud of who i am and what I've achieved. I'm proud of the progress I've made in a few months, and I hope to continue to do so.

peace I don't feel you're judging me at all. I value your opinion because your on the opposite side of this. i have improved myself in a short time, and will continue to do so. It really sucks that it took something like this to make me look at myself, but you can't fix what your unaware people see as a problem.

Meg I already feel like this isn't the woman i married, and honestly i don't want to be with this person right now. She has said some very hurtful and mean things to me, and I value myself too much to accept that. i know it will be awkward and very difficult. The difference in my situation is i know I'm going home separated.

I for the first time in my life like the person i look at in the mirror. i took pictures of myself and posted them on Facebook to show how good I look after losing the weigh and putting on muscle. i keep staring at the pictures because i can't believe it.

Thanks to all the advice and the stuff i have read I know I'm already on the road to being a better person. I accept all the blame when this first happened, but I no longer do. However, I do accept my part in it. I have insecurity issues that I will continue to work on with IC when I return home.

Even now i feel that my W will be missing out on a good thing. I'm not being blind, I know I'm not perfect, but I'm a H most woman would love to have (not saying I'm already moving on).

I certainly hope in the end to save my M, or else i wouldn't be here. However, if I don't I know I will have done everything that I knew I needed to do. I will be stronger and much improved when this is over whatever the outcome.