feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

That's what I'm working on ST. I'm trying to be positive with so much negativity around me. It's damn hard.

I thought for sure he'd skip out yesterday but he didn't. We went to run some errands with older son and then to lunch. He talks mostly to son and ignores me. I have to work on not letting that bother me bcuz it still does.

He was drinking again last night but I stayed away from any drama. I didn't care that he was on his blackberry and in no mood for his crap. I spent a while on the phone with a DB'er and the conversation was pleasant. He asked me, "who were you talking to?" I don't get that inquiry...you don't ask when you don't care.

I'm going to have a good day today!

Luv