It seems right now that there is a wall around my my heart. I try to express my love for my children but cant find the words to say. I hear them laughing with their mother and it just breaks me to pieces. Something inside is keeping me bottled up and I just have not come to the point where I can let them know/show them my love for them. I think it is partially a self defense mechanism to try and keep out the pain. Like the song says I need to "Tear down the wall"
M:40 W:40 D: 21 S: 18 D: 17 Md: 18 years -1/19/2010 W wants out -6/03/10 "Live for today, for tomorrow is promised to no-one.."
