She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

[steady]

I have 3 more long weeks left to go. I'm starting to get rally nervous because I don't know what I'm going to encounter when get home. I sure am looking forward to seeing my daughters, and spending time with them like I always have.

Those 3 weeks can be miserable or fun. The choice is yours. You don't know what you're going to encounter when you get home - but I'll bet good money your imagining it has nothing positive and contains all the worst case scenarios your mind can drum up.

What if you knew when you saw her at the airport you would find out she changed her mind and completely changed course? How would you feel then?

You're feelings follow your thoughts. If you think this is all catastrophic, you'll feel completely defeated.

All things are really neutral. It's how we perceive their effect on us which make them 'good' or 'bad'. If you need me to elaborate on this last sentence I will be more than happy to.

I'm tired and I need to get some sleep.

One other thing - what if all this has to transpire in order to get both you and your W into a position where you will both be ready to create a R beyond both of your wildest dreams? Maybe this is the only way that would create that. As far fetched as that might seem...how can you really know if this is true or not?

If you could really accept it as the only way, then you'll be WAY ahead of the game.