"Ok, I am never talking about feeling sick on these boards again, you guys made me start thinking as if my time is short"
If you really look at it.. you will "see" that this thought is apparent in a lot of threads here.
"Some days are harder than others."
The "hard" ones are the one's you need to be preparing for.
""when I say something cant you just accept it, you HAVE to just accept what I say now and then..."."
The situation is different now. Yet the "issue" from before is still there. Off the top of my head I would say.. this is where you change things. You are focusing too much on the Old.
You keep implying.. "This" is what you want. "This" is exactly the same thing that happened before. What can you do to change it? Is "This" really what you need?
Make a choice.. Show him what you need. Right here right now.. you can be everything he needs. I suspect.. he will slowly give you what you need. He needs you.. alot more than he thinks.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
