Thank you all for writing to me. I've been totally alone in all this for probably about six months or longer, so it's nice having someone to talk to about me and my sitch. You all have been carving out a soft spot in my heart. (Gees I hope I'm not beginning to sound like I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve, even though I know that's exactly what I'm doing).
How am I today? Hmmm, well, I guess I'm OK. Slept til 11 a.m., got up but didn't go to church (first time I missed it in two years -- hmmmm, wonder what that means). Oh well, I did take a ride to the mall and bought myself some Victoria Secret items, which was nice. Took a gf to dinner and shared a pair of undies with her. Came home and slept for three hours, got up and watched Desperate Housewives. What a day, huh?
I am pushing the limit to getting my D paperwork done. I think the depression and procrastination is being used by my lopsided brain as an excuse for not getting it done. Gotta hop to it.
Does anyone have a solution for getting the paperwork filled out in a timely manner?
BTW, one of the questions he and his attny keep asking is about my employment. They want me to send them all original paperwork about my employment history for the past 5 years. The only thing I can think of is that they want to prove I can't keep a job because I can't get along with people etc., etc. I guess that's what is depressing me; him brining up the garbage of my past to make me look bad. What's worse? A wife who can't keep a job, or a husband who spent a lot of marital funds on other women???
