I did my conferences with no help from H wed. wed i stopped by his house to pick up the stroller and make a gesture towards him.
his mother, has not seen new baby so i let her see him for a little bit then with h and both kids went and got something to eat. as he's putting d2.5 in car seat he's asking her; do you want to see daddy everyday? do you want daddy to live with you, mommie, brother? I had to ignore it to not jump on him for bringing d into the mess.
thur he had to work all day out of town so friday morning comes, we spent the whole day and night together till about 10pm. i did no relationship talks, just hung out, went to park with kids, did some shopping.
when he talks about future he uses we, when he's in the other room and calls to me he says "hunny" those parts aren't akward it's the how to deal with good bye's, feelings and such.
saturday he came over before he had work at 11 and sunday-today he came over went grocery shopping. today was the akward day. how do you deal with sexual attraction? still being in limbo with not trying to talk about relationship?
what about the guilt over things we've done to each other without getting so angry at each other again?
it's been 3 days, imop fairly well, not a routine or habit and i'm just watching like i'm sure he his.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
