Had dinner at my MIL with H, SIL, BIL and kids. It was nice being with everyone..it has been a long time since we have had dinner together. My MIL always makes her signature meal- chicken dinner. It felt as comfortable as could be considering the situation. We all took on the roles we typically take on- MIL cooking, SIL setting and clearing the table, me on dish duty..with H's help.
I left right after dessert..H didn't walk me out but we hugged goodbye. My MIL and SIL hugged me and told me they loved me. H called to make sure I got home OK. I feel very sad now. I wonder if H feels the same way.....