DU, why don't you write your H a love letter, but don't send it. You can even do a lovingkindness meditation (google it if you're interested) to send him loving vibes. But communicating your love to your H directly will not help you at all, and you will probably feel worse because of his response, which will probably be pushing you away. I know how you feel...at times I've had very intense urges to do this...but they do go away for a while
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
