Looking for help with WAW

[mza8]

Sandi, I guess I am controlling. It's something I'm trying to improve. I feel like she won't come back. I've come to realize so many things I could have done better. I'm working hard to change them. All I want is a second chance. I can't believe after 19 years that she doesn't have love for me anymore but maybe she doesn't. It's so hard to wait and feel like there's so little I can do to help this sitch.

I am doing more things in my life to keep busy. I haven't had much choice lately but to spend most of my free time on the house since we need to sell it asap. I am frustrated that W hasn't helped but I figured she would work on the house when I wasn't there. I didn't think she would help when I was there.

I'll go dark and see what happens. Thanks again for checking in.


Steve, I'm working on that quote.