I can understand this feeling. Contact me in the alt if you want some suggestions for seeing your options... sometimes what appear to be walls trapping you, are just gates that need to be opened.
Peace Bridge
PS.. too bad about him mowing the yard, I was really hoping you could find a good looking yard man.... on the bright side in a week when he's back it will need again!
Divorced 03/2010 Mom to two amazing kids
Taking the road less traveled because those encountered on the way may be just as unique.