Been a week since my last post. Wow. Don't think I've ever gone that long. But, not really much to post about.
Still riding the cycles of ups and downs, but, the downs are becoming less frequest and less severe. Seen this pattern before.
This week, W's L accused me of "playing games" to delay our mediation which had already been scheduled for later in April. What a clown. Sure, I'm enjoying living in the same house with someone for whom I have NO positive feelings, so maybe I can drag this out a little more. His logic is strikingly captivating! Jacka$$!
Feeling more and more indifferent towards W. Time is healing, but there are still down parts to the cycle. Again, I think this is normal and just part of it.
Took S to Disney last weekend. We had a great time together, but we always do. Took D to my neice's (child of my brother and his W) birthday party yesterday. It's about an hour's drive so we got to spend great father-daughter time - lots of "I spy."
Funny thing that hit me yesterday morning. W volunteered a couple of weeks ago to take D to my neice's birthday party. Didn't occur to me until yesterday morning that this is my brother and SIL my W claimed told W she was no longer welcome at their house since W was leaving me. Seems W cannot remember the lies she has told me. Didn't make me sad. Actually made me laugh.
One of W's friends gave her a mattress and box springs (I assume to replace her existing ones). W went to pick it up on Saturday. Old me would have certainly helped her. Now, not so much. Not to be a jerk, but to let her see what being on her own is like. This is the life she has chosen.
Hope everyone is doing as well as can be. I started "The Journey from Abandonment to Healing" by Susan Anderson, and it is pretty good. Would recommend it.
