KJ, I really appreciate your friendship.

Woke up this morning with a clear head. The emotional detachment is what I have struggled with all along.

I have to remind myself that the person I'm seeing is not my wife but a broken individual.

I have no control over what's going to happen with my wife and this guy. I do know for a fact she's already lied to him before they've even gone on their first date. In time her facade will crack and her true Self will come through. I think that's why the "high" isn't lasting as long.