I've been feeling down this past week, and especially this weekend. It's still an improvement over the desperate panic of my first few months (I can't believe it's been almost 5 months).
I used to post every day. not much to add I suppose.
Right now STBXW is out of town somewhere. She says she is visiting her aunt across country. 2 months ago, I would've checked to find out who she was meeting. Now, sadly I don't care.
D17 told me friday afternoon that W got really angry thursday night because S14! told her that I took them to see a possible house for me to move to.
I don't understand STBXW at all anymore. When we told the kids about D, they asked about the house and we told them we might have to sell it. I've been shopping for houses to see what I could afford if I have to sell the house, or I have to move out. I know it will be a blow to the kids if we sell their home for the past 6 years.
Again, unlike previous months, I'm not really worried about what STBXW thinks about this.
She gets back late tonight, so the circus will start again.
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