My e-mail of the morning sent last night 11 p.m.:

I haven't heard from Lisa. I emailed her 10 days ago. If she doesn't intend to reply, would you let me know?
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I forwarded it to "Lisa"----my L. My first reaction was "why do you think you can refer to my L by her first name?? Then it was "you idiot - she replied within 30 minutes of your e-mail." I forwarded the e-mail to "Lisa" with no response to H.

I don't know, I guess part of me was beginning to believe that when she responded in the way that she did that he began to have second thoughts. Another part of me was hoping that they were corresponding with me out of the loop----because I DO NOT want copied on all of their e-mails. In any case, I didn't have my hopes up----I have been focussing on being detached, but I was wondering.

Yesterday morning H sent me a text: "Do you need to get out/shoveled?" We had another 6 inches of snow for our first day of spring. I did answer: "I got out ok."

I still wish I could understand.........


Me 45
M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08
D 18, D 14, S 12