THx FM it's part of my not knowing how to act - we're in piecing, I guess which as I have discussed recently means acting more open and forward with him. However, when I panic, I think I should pullback and prepare for the worse. I am so scared that now I"m beginning to trust and have faith, I'll be hurt.
I"m hoping it's only fear and that OW fears are unfounded. Gno thinks H did it just to "hurt me" or "get me back" this summer but that he's not the type of person to cheat long term. Also that he is showing all these positive signs and I need to have faith in them and in myself for changing enough to get us here.
