Fracesc, you have got to get a grip. I know how hard this is, but you have got to stop freaking out about everything.
You keep asking what you should do, and you have been told, but you don't listen. Why?
Listen to Gucci.
Do not email, call, or contact your w at all right now. Blow off the meeting with her. Just don't show up. Do not explain yourself. Stop asking what she wants. Stop being so predictable. Oh, gee....she "might get mad...she might get upset...?" So the f what???
STOP DANCING TO HER TUNE!!!
Your new place sounds wonderful. I see no reason why you need to move back, unless you own the property. If it's just another rental, let her have it and pay for it herself.
And take that advice about "not snooping" and flush it down the sh!tter. You deserve to know what is going on so you can act accordingly. Just don't tip you hand to your w. And stop trying to get her to read stuff. She doesn't care. it won't help.
So, put up the Berlin Wall for now. Stop looking for excuses to contact her. Just stop!! Just be quiet. Just sit tight.
