the mass thing... it was kindof a shot in the dark.
yes she did say that... but I'm not sure how much she really meant it. its hard to believe her sometimes. perhaps I need to start doing that more.
too bad the timing wasn't right. I already took the job there... it would be like committing career suicide for the second time (I've already done it once now) by ditching that job-- I told so many people I was coming there, so many people vouched for me. professionaly I would be a joke.
so who knows... its not going to happen for now. I feel like if we are going to work out we will work out. moving to mass wouldn't cure that... though it was such a nice dream to think of for a day or two
