Hmmmm would I reconsider marrying her. My wounded ego would have to say hell no. I can't deny that I do still have feelings for her--some days more than others. If she showed up on the door and said "my bad--what WAS I thinking can we put this behind us and be together" I would say no--not at this point. You need to live on your own and I need to live on my own and we need to make a less hasty decision on what was best and btw don't wait for me and I won't wait for you and we can "date" in the meantime to see if we want anything more anymore.
If I didn't have kids with the woman and have 20 years of good memories I wouldn't but its tearing the kids up. They are brave soldiers but I see the stress cracks in the shells from time to time.
Why do you ask.
BTW--I answered your long winded e-mail too. Thanks for that.
Scott
I'm not sure i want to be married to you anymore - 8-30-09 ILYBINILWY = 9-4-09 Busted her on a date 9-19-09 Separation - 9-21-09 Divorce - 10-9-09 S15 S13 S10 M - 18 Years
