Had a sleepless night last night but somehow, by morning, a calmness came over me. Maybe my mind can only generate so much anxiety and I depleted my supply.
The divorce papers have my signature but not her's. My wife has Monday off from work. She has a counseling session in the morning and is free the remainder of the day. I am waiting to see if she signs the papers right away or hesitates.
We had dinner together last night and coffee together this morning. We talked a little this morning - nothing too heavy. It helped that I was feeling especially calm. She said she is afraid "to leave the nest" but has not changed her mind.
Yesterday I applied for a loan so that I can pay her (we own some land and I need to buy her share). I told her about the loan this morning.
The cage door is wide open. I am just waiting to see if what she will do.
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Me: 45 WAW: 45 | M22 | T25 | No Kids Nov 09 W Filed | Dec 09 Separation Mar 17 2010 Divorce Papers Signed | Divorce Hearing Cancelled Moved back home May 2010 PA Confirmed June 2010 | W left Dec 7 2010
