New to this Community seeking advice

[JR09]

Woke up early this SAT morning and went to the gym by 0600. Good workout. I needed to get some frustration/fear/nervousness out of my system. Walked around the PX and the commissary after my workout.

I'm excited about seeing my Boys again next week during their Spring Break. I only have 5 days, but it's going to be fun to just hang out with my sons and listen to them. Haven't seen them since Christmas. I do think of my W daily. I pulled back like Michelle and Carlos counseled me to do. I'm thinking, she probably is too. No D papers in the mail. Hey, that's positive.

I'm focusing all my attention on prepping to see the Boys. Hope is up. Excitement is there. It's great to be alive. I'm not giving up on my W. I have to stay consistent with my changes.

JR