J3B,

Those quotes you picked out are more about me venting, than anything that I would say to my H. I like to think that I am keeping that running commentary inside, but it does probably show up on the outside sometimes. Its just that within a week he wants out, definitely OUT and QUICK - and then he's fixing dinner and being nice. I can certainly appreciate the gesture but at the same time its like when is the next shoe going to fall. I can't help but think its like he's trying to butter me up and then will push me down again.

<sigh> I know, no one said this would be easy.

Hope the no smoking thing is going well for you.


Me - 38
Husband - 40 MLC!
Together 12 years
Married 11 years
Still the love of my life
Forever only lasted 10 years before his MLC and affair

H started D paperwork 5/13/10