I want you to know that last time my STBX walked out on me I built up my W's image in mind as someone who was a victim and someone I did wrong. I took all the blame upon myself and I was sobbing and was miserable no matter how hard I tried to move on. However, after a while it did get a lot better when I started to see things more clearly. Do you think you're sobbing because you miss your husband, or because you miss someone (since you're not used to the void - none of us are) or because you're afraid of the unknown or because you feel something good is now ruined etc? I think it's important for you to know the reason.
I hope you're finding the strength to stand tall and keep GAL'ing. You're a good woman.
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again
