I don't really have the emotional strength to get into all the details, but right now I feel like my whole life is coming apart. My EX has decided to leave the house and she has been packing her stuff since yesterday. Her grandma is giving her a house. I will write in more detail of what has happened since January, but I know I made some mistakes. I stopped DBing, we started to get into arguments over money, work and in short started to disrespect each other. I don't want to lose my family and this morning I all I was doing was the big DB NO-NO. Begging, crying, etc - telling her how much I love her. She is at fault as I am. I should have been the better person and loved her. Right now, I need an emergency DB if there is such a thing. I don't know if there is any hope at this point. She has lost all trust with me. She told me this morning that she should have never given me a second chance. Looking back, I wasted such an opportunity. I screwed up. I had my family back and now they are on the verge of being gone again - this time for good. It's heartbreaking when your daughter is telling her that she doesn't want to leave. It hurts when my ex acts like she has no emotions, that she is not hurt, that she can act like this doesn't affect her when I am just a total mess. She is leaving one week from now. That means I have one week to try. I don't thing I can go through the emotional train wreck that I went through a year and half ago. I feel so lost.
I just wanted to vent. I will fill you in on the details so I can get so advice.
